i'm bored!bored bored bored bored bored

so here i am waiting for Ate Bev and John to pick me up so we can go to masssss. WEEEEE. haha this will be fun. i dont really know what the plan is but i'm sure it will be a fun and memorable night. i miss Ate Bev oh sooo much. She owes me like 49318902830182032 bonding sessions&398102983190283 dinners..yuup now that she's back from Australia, we have ALLLLLLLLLLLLLL Christmas break to make it up, rite Ate? =)

yeaa i'll just kill time rite now and randomly say stuff...because i am SUPER bored. i mean i could be doing homework rite now but it's frkn FRIDAY..like who does hw on a frkn FRIDAY? ahahah. yeaa i'll be busy this weekend. wanna hear my plans? (like as if u care)..OK!..so 2morrow, i gotta wake up and go Christmas shopping with Manang, then choir practice, then to a Baby Shower @ Van Nuys, then HOJ...then HOME and possibly do hw. =)..then on sunday, gotta go to mass @ 9, then dance practice (which I pray to God we'll finish and polish it up.), then skit practice, then study for a BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIG test. =). cool rite? ahahah it's cool that i actually have a life now! (sarcasm). ahahah. i'm glad i'm not looking for a job rite now because that would just crash my life..i mean i wouldn't be able to manage my time. OK whatever.

next! uhmm.. BOYS? hahaha. no comment. JAYKAY! not interested at the time. i'm more interested in GIRLS. haha double JAYKAY. i have no time to think about them lil boys. it's all about SCHOOL&CHRISTMAS BREAK. =). who needs boys anyway when u can have the GREATEST friends evaaaa! =). life is gooooood.

haha SO TODAY..i found out i'm not staying afterschool for folklorico. I had to take my costumes home sooo yeaa. I didn't have my phone so i had to use my friend's phone to call my papi. As i arrived in my bus stop, i waited...and waited...AND WAITED for my father, but he never came. So i went to the gas station and borrowed their phone. Turns out my papi was on his way to my school. So, I decided to walk home. ahahah. So i walked home all sweaty carrying my backpack, books and costumes. ahah what a great workout! So I got home and saw my dad parking. hahaha. U know, walking home isn't bad at all. I don't mind walking home. I need to exercise, rite? ahah. yea but I certainly did learn my lesson : have cellphone with u 24/7 and when telling father to pick me up, tell him WHERE to pick me up. ahhah my bad.

okkk. wow. uhmm. i'm killing soo much time rite now it's not even funny.

lalalalalalalalala

man..i wanna go to New Jersey during Christmas break. It'll be a Wuthrich Cousin Reunion! =(. boo. Man...i know i'm gonna miss out but immediate family is more important. Plus, i don't want my mother to be home alone for Christmas. yeaa. maybe next year i'll go to New Jersey/New York for New Years. =) AWESOMMME. i wanna see that ball go down LIVE in ACTION. ahahah WHOO HOO.

ok..i think i am done.

now i'll kill time by going on myspace/facebook! GOODBYE!

AHAH. heeeey this xanga entry thingy looks SOOO COOL and DIFFERENT!

okk change font. oOh! this looks cool! ok time to change the font size

yea i read my last entry and i was like "daang, thats some deep sh*t" ahah. okk yeaa. im a bad girl. i've been saying some bad words just because... I DONT KNOW. ahahah. ok yeaa. sorry if i slip a bad word or two.

so college apps. are over (for me). i thought about applying at Mount St. Mary's, but i can just apply to that LATER. ahaha. now, instead of thinking about college apps, i've been thinkin about other stuff. its quite interesting yet its making me frustrated. but its life and there's nothing i can do about it. i mean i could do something about it but i personally think it's gonna be useless. yeaa.

soo i realized i desperately need a job. but do you know how any stores i applied to? try 3291802938!! its TRUE. i applied to so many places yet they never called me back! ugh. but its ok coz the movie theater ain't THAT bad. i mean, i don't mind working there. free movies,ya know! =)

yess. i can feel the christmas spirit. =). it's lovely and i love sitting by the heater drinking my starbucks. btw, i hate peppermint mocha and gingerbread latte! =(. oh well. yeaaa. christmas lights are already up and putting up christmas decorations and the tree for hours and hours..yuup that was fun. i like the christmas tree. its RED and SILVER! OOOoOoO. i should've made it red and gold but ehhhh, it still looks nice no matter if it's silver or gold. ahah.

ok..hmm. what else. well im staying everyday afterschool for folklorico. sucks that you guys cant come to my folklorico show on Dec. 14 at 7pm in Bravo's lecture hall! Hahah SUCKERRRS!

yeaa. i've been thinking that...i should start going to ballet classes again. goosh. i really really miss ballet. i just wanna push myself so that i can dance in pointe again (i mentioned this b4, didn't i?). yeaa. but if i do start going to classes, then i'm afraid that i'll just attend for a month or two. that always happens! Its hard for me to commit since I have many things to do. you know what i mean? school, homework, HOJ and all that other good stuff.

yeaa. im excited about the Christmas Party at HOJ. =). I'm excited about the dance! yay!!! just to be ghetto, we're gonna use my sister's debut skirt and flip it inside out. slickkk ey!! ahah its nice and fun to turn around with. ahahah. we'll look like FAIRIES! =) okkk enough about the excitement. WHICH BTW, i should practice the dance rite now! YAY!

ok gotta go.

as you can tell. life is ALRITE. it couldve been better.   

once again i should be studying. but i'll be doing that in 30 minutes.

my family is at riverside rite now..sister is moving to her new house. (it's pretty).

so here i am stuck at home with my brother. i needa study for AP gov't but stupid me..i forgot to bring my book. oh well.

well. right now, i'm listening to my myspace music..it's really depressing (well, it makes me super emo..by listening to it, it drags me to the past...) i've been acting like this ever since the weekend started. i didn't get to go to HOJ because i needed to rest and i was sick (i know people don't want me to cough up yellow mucus at them, rite?). So, the whole weekend was boring. for once, i had absolutely NOTHING to do. i remembered the last time i had nothing to do was like...around june. soo yea. i actually had time to THINK...deeply. i thought about some stuff..stuff i thought i wouldnt make a big deal out of it. I thought about...friendships. awhile ago, i was looking at my entries from junior year..it was quite...sad coz i remembered how i'd be close to a lot of people and then during the schoolyear, i wouldn't talk to them. i hate it when i stop talking to that person and then one day, we talked for awhile and it seem different...it's like as if you're talking to a stranger. i can only cherish memories, rite?..RITE. but i'm that type of person who doesn't want a friendship to die, to be flushed down the toilet, to fade away. it really sucks. but maybe its because people change. or maybe some situation happened between us. don't you hate it when that happens..when it seems like ur losing ur friends but ur really not...they're THERE but the way you guys talk is totally different. maybe you might NOT consider him/her your friend. maybe he/she is just your buddy or pal. 

less friends, more acquaintances.

ok im leaving.

hey!

im @ canada rite now.

ive having a great time over here but i miss EVERYONE! =(.

today we're going to watch a movie and pick up my mother..then 2morrow is watever..then saturday is the wedding..and sunday is the day we're going back 2 L.A. then monday is school. yeaaa.

ahaha.

not much to say here coz im too lazy.

haha.

nobody writes in this thingy anymore. how sad..its all about myspace huh.=P