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Saturday, December 30, 2006

Sat, 30 Dec 2006 01:08:53 GMT

heeey YO. ahahah i wanna do surveys but there's nothing i can find that's...decent.
anyway...christmas break is AWESOME. even tho Christmas is over, i'm still listening to Christmas songs.=)

soo let's see what i've done ever since break.

12/15: i don't remember. OoOoh! Dance Practice @ Inca, practice drama @ Kuya Matts house then an unexpected sleepover at Grace's house. it was quite swell. having that great girl bonding session with Grace and Ate Bev...it's sad coz i was half asleep when i was listening to the UPDATES. saaad.

12/16: CHRISTMAS PARTY @ HOJ! it was FUN yet super busy. Woke up early to go to Skit practice/choir practice/ dance practice and everything practice. wow. one of the greatest christmas party ever. But i'm sad that i didn't get to watch the program. =(. oh well but the party was great! danced with my lovers and wow..ahahah. it was just...GREAT.

..uhmm.. 12/18: driving lessons. according to instructor, i improved. ahah the end.

12/20: knotts with my lovers. =). ahaha it was AWESOME. i love HOJ! they're the greatest friends i can ever have. =). ahahah after knotts, we went to the light festival and drove around glendale/burbank to look at lights. muy prettiful. lmao.

12/21.driving lessons? not so sure. aww supposed to go to Children of the Night (outreach to go caroling), but I decided to devolunteer myself. what did i do instead?..uhmm well, i went to the doctor's and got shots...uhmm..stayed home and did nothing...oOOo..went to Starbucks late at nitee. it was fun=)

12/22: driving lessons....again. oOOoh! went to hang out with Danessa!! oOOOWEE that was fun. ahah we drove EVERYWHERE from burbank to glendale to woodland hills. ahaha that was FUN. ahah. then went to INCA for a partaaay.

12/24. busy day i guess. cooked. mass. midnite mass. family bond. DDRing 24/7 with cousin&siblings. uhmm yeaaa! ahaha. got mad coz everyone wouldn't sleep early because....just because.

CHRISTMAS DAY!..volunteered at GM. then stayed home and slept the whoole day. mucho tired-O

12/26: went to Riverside then to Ontario Mills then to Victoria Gardens. soo pretty there. i'm gonna take u there one day. =)..OOOh and we watched a movie. =) YAY for family bonding time.

12/27:: volunteered from 9-4PM.yeaa i was super tired. then i went out with marie&stef. sooo much FUN! u guys missed out. LMAO. ahaha

12/28: a day with the Cutidiocs. went to Downtown Disney and became pigs. then sang songs in the car. went to Topanga mall and acted all emo and became super tired. hahah.

TODAY...FATHER&LOLA are coming home! yay. soo, siblings and I made Lola a Welcome Back banner and are giving her balloons. went to the dentist and i cant really talk. yesss a day where stacey shuts up for once. HAHAHA. anyway gotta go and...play SIMS2 i guess. ahaha too lazy to do hw sooo yeaaa

Saturday, December 09, 2006

Sat, 09 Dec 2006 02:00:15 GMT

i'm bored!bored bored bored bored bored

so here i am waiting for Ate Bev and John to pick me up so we can go to masssss. WEEEEE. haha this will be fun. i dont really know what the plan is but i'm sure it will be a fun and memorable night. i miss Ate Bev oh sooo much. She owes me like 49318902830182032 bonding sessions&398102983190283 dinners..yuup now that she's back from Australia, we have ALLLLLLLLLLLLLL Christmas break to make it up, rite Ate? =)

yeaa i'll just kill time rite now and randomly say stuff...because i am SUPER bored. i mean i could be doing homework rite now but it's frkn FRIDAY..like who does hw on a frkn FRIDAY? ahahah. yeaa i'll be busy this weekend. wanna hear my plans? (like as if u care)..OK!..so 2morrow, i gotta wake up and go Christmas shopping with Manang, then choir practice, then to a Baby Shower @ Van Nuys, then HOJ...then HOME and possibly do hw. =)..then on sunday, gotta go to mass @ 9, then dance practice (which I pray to God we'll finish and polish it up.), then skit practice, then study for a BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIG test. =). cool rite? ahahah it's cool that i actually have a life now! (sarcasm). ahahah. i'm glad i'm not looking for a job rite now because that would just crash my life..i mean i wouldn't be able to manage my time. OK whatever.

next! uhmm.. BOYS? hahaha. no comment. JAYKAY! not interested at the time. i'm more interested in GIRLS. haha double JAYKAY. i have no time to think about them lil boys. it's all about SCHOOL&CHRISTMAS BREAK. =). who needs boys anyway when u can have the GREATEST friends evaaaa! =). life is gooooood.

haha SO TODAY..i found out i'm not staying afterschool for folklorico. I had to take my costumes home sooo yeaa. I didn't have my phone so i had to use my friend's phone to call my papi. As i arrived in my bus stop, i waited...and waited...AND WAITED for my father, but he never came. So i went to the gas station and borrowed their phone. Turns out my papi was on his way to my school. So, I decided to walk home. ahahah. So i walked home all sweaty carrying my backpack, books and costumes. ahah what a great workout! So I got home and saw my dad parking. hahaha. U know, walking home isn't bad at all. I don't mind walking home. I need to exercise, rite? ahah. yea but I certainly did learn my lesson : have cellphone with u 24/7 and when telling father to pick me up, tell him WHERE to pick me up. ahhah my bad.

okkk. wow. uhmm. i'm killing soo much time rite now it's not even funny.

lalalalalalalalala

man..i wanna go to New Jersey during Christmas break. It'll be a Wuthrich Cousin Reunion! =(. boo. Man...i know i'm gonna miss out but immediate family is more important. Plus, i don't want my mother to be home alone for Christmas. yeaa. maybe next year i'll go to New Jersey/New York for New Years. =) AWESOMMME. i wanna see that ball go down LIVE in ACTION. ahahah WHOO HOO.

ok..i think i am done.

now i'll kill time by going on myspace/facebook! GOODBYE!

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Tue, 28 Nov 2006 02:49:41 GMT

AHAH. heeeey this xanga entry thingy looks SOOO COOL and DIFFERENT!

okk change font. oOh! this looks cool! ok time to change the font size

yea i read my last entry and i was like "daang, thats some deep sh*t" ahah. okk yeaa. im a bad girl. i've been saying some bad words just because... I DONT KNOW. ahahah. ok yeaa. sorry if i slip a bad word or two.

so college apps. are over (for me). i thought about applying at Mount St. Mary's, but i can just apply to that LATER. ahaha. now, instead of thinking about college apps, i've been thinkin about other stuff. its quite interesting yet its making me frustrated. but its life and there's nothing i can do about it. i mean i could do something about it but i personally think it's gonna be useless. yeaa.

soo i realized i desperately need a job. but do you know how any stores i applied to? try 3291802938!! its TRUE. i applied to so many places yet they never called me back! ugh. but its ok coz the movie theater ain't THAT bad. i mean, i don't mind working there. free movies,ya know! =)

yess. i can feel the christmas spirit. =). it's lovely and i love sitting by the heater drinking my starbucks. btw, i hate peppermint mocha and gingerbread latte! =(. oh well. yeaaa. christmas lights are already up and putting up christmas decorations and the tree for hours and hours..yuup that was fun. i like the christmas tree. its RED and SILVER! OOOoOoO. i should've made it red and gold but ehhhh, it still looks nice no matter if it's silver or gold. ahah.

ok..hmm. what else. well im staying everyday afterschool for folklorico. sucks that you guys cant come to my folklorico show on Dec. 14 at 7pm in Bravo's lecture hall! Hahah SUCKERRRS!

yeaa. i've been thinking that...i should start going to ballet classes again. goosh. i really really miss ballet. i just wanna push myself so that i can dance in pointe again (i mentioned this b4, didn't i?). yeaa. but if i do start going to classes, then i'm afraid that i'll just attend for a month or two. that always happens! Its hard for me to commit since I have many things to do. you know what i mean? school, homework, HOJ and all that other good stuff.

yeaa. im excited about the Christmas Party at HOJ. =). I'm excited about the dance! yay!!! just to be ghetto, we're gonna use my sister's debut skirt and flip it inside out. slickkk ey!! ahah its nice and fun to turn around with. ahahah. we'll look like FAIRIES! =) okkk enough about the excitement. WHICH BTW, i should practice the dance rite now! YAY!

ok gotta go.

as you can tell. life is ALRITE. it couldve been better.

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Wed, 27 Sep 2006 02:41:02 GMT

once again i should be studying. but i'll be doing that in 30 minutes.

my family is at riverside rite now..sister is moving to her new house. (it's pretty).

so here i am stuck at home with my brother. i needa study for AP gov't but stupid me..i forgot to bring my book. oh well.

well. right now, i'm listening to my myspace music..it's really depressing (well, it makes me super emo..by listening to it, it drags me to the past...) i've been acting like this ever since the weekend started. i didn't get to go to HOJ because i needed to rest and i was sick (i know people don't want me to cough up yellow mucus at them, rite?). So, the whole weekend was boring. for once, i had absolutely NOTHING to do. i remembered the last time i had nothing to do was like...around june. soo yea. i actually had time to THINK...deeply. i thought about some stuff..stuff i thought i wouldnt make a big deal out of it. I thought about...friendships. awhile ago, i was looking at my entries from junior year..it was quite...sad coz i remembered how i'd be close to a lot of people and then during the schoolyear, i wouldn't talk to them. i hate it when i stop talking to that person and then one day, we talked for awhile and it seem different...it's like as if you're talking to a stranger. i can only cherish memories, rite?..RITE. but i'm that type of person who doesn't want a friendship to die, to be flushed down the toilet, to fade away. it really sucks. but maybe its because people change. or maybe some situation happened between us. don't you hate it when that happens..when it seems like ur losing ur friends but ur really not...they're THERE but the way you guys talk is totally different. maybe you might NOT consider him/her your friend. maybe he/she is just your buddy or pal.

less friends, more acquaintances.

ok im leaving.

Thursday, July 06, 2006

Thu, 06 Jul 2006 17:03:16 GMT

hey!

im @ canada rite now.

ive having a great time over here but i miss EVERYONE! =(.

today we're going to watch a movie and pick up my mother..then 2morrow is watever..then saturday is the wedding..and sunday is the day we're going back 2 L.A. then monday is school. yeaaa.

ahaha.

not much to say here coz im too lazy.

haha.

nobody writes in this thingy anymore. how sad..its all about myspace huh.=P

Monday, June 19, 2006

Mon, 19 Jun 2006 23:40:12 GMT

Hey everyone...

First day of Finals...it was great! Chem final was FUN! hahaha. (yea you must think i'm crazy!!)..And for Math, oh goosh..lets say i died and...gave up. What even sucks is that my teacher lost 4 of my assignments (2 tests & 2 60 point worksheets (chapter review))..NOW, that definitely lowered my grade. I just pray that my grade will be "Ok". Ok this is making me sad.

So..it's finals week. fun rite? yeaaaa. i slept at 1 last nite just coz...i couldnt sleep. cmon now, im in that SUMMER mood already!! haha. Tomorrow's finals are physio (group test) and spanish. That doesn't seem soo bad. All i need to do is make a 2 page cheatsheet for physio. AHAH. I wanna take a nap but i'll probably do it after i finish this entry.

You know what I miss soo much?...8th grade. I just miss my St.D friends and the great strong friendships i once had with them. Also that summer '03 when I discovered boys. muahaha. yeaa dude, DRAMA! haha. but wow, i can still remember EVERY single detail that happened during that summer. it was quite interesting. Summer '03 was the time when i drank pepsi 24/7 just to gain weight, take ballet classes with miki, made NEW friends online and much more. But now, all of those friendships that were STRONG are gone. When i talk to my old friends, it's different. I dunno why. (wow. this is sooo unheathly..looking back in the past.)...yeaa...Even my friends who i was CLOSE are just..buddies. =(. i KNOW for a fact that our friendship will be stronger than b4 (if we put the effort..actually no. take that back. if you have a relationship that's "dying", you cant expect to rebuild that friendship rite away. you can't have any expectations. you'll never know when you're friendship will "grow" (unless you actually put effort<--which i don't coz things will be awkward..). Here's a story. Theres this girl and boy. They used to like each other. Whenever the girl talks to the boy, she would feel awkward around him & cannot open up to him. A couple of months later, they stopped talking because they lost interest in each other. Then a lot of months pass by and one day the boy decided to talk to the girl. Their conversation was really deep & ever since then, they've been opening up to each other. They've been comfortable around each other and became close friends. Their friendship became stronger than before (they didnt like each other..etc etc.)...:sighs:..aint that amazing?..Beautiful things happen when you least expect it. I never knew my friendship with a guy i liked would turn into a GREAT friendship. its really awesome.)
SOo straight to the point: I miss those great friendships i Had with my GOOOOOOOOOD friends. Just looking back at the old comments and my old entries from my blog/xanga makes me really sad.

..if i'm not making any sense. i'm sorry. i'm probably going in circles...

time to sleep.

p.s. My goal for this summer is REBUILDING FRIENDSHIPS esp. with OLD FRIENDS. =)

Saturday, June 17, 2006

Sat, 17 Jun 2006 07:39:17 GMT

i miss posting surveys in this xanga..hahah..

N0W.
01. is your hair up: yess.
02. is your phone right beside you: yess.
03. do you have a bf/ gf: noo.
04. do you miss someone: yess.
05. are you wearing makeup: noo.
06. are you wearing chapstick: yess.
07. are you cold: nooo.
08. are you tired: kindaaa.
09. are you excited: yesss.
10. are you watching t.v: nooo
11. are you wearing pajamas: yeaaa

PAST
01. recently done anything you regret: yess.

02. ever lied: yess.
03. ever stuck gum under a desk: yess

04. ever kicked someone: yess
05. ever tripped over your own feet: yess
06. ever thrown up because you cried so hard: almost?..ehh..ook no..
07. if you could relive any time what would it be: uhhhm...lemme think on this one.

TODAY
01. have you cursed: yea
02. have you yelled at someone: well yelling out their name. hahah
03. have you gotten mad at someone: no.
04. have you cried: nooo
05. have you called more than 3 people: yess
06. have you IMed more than 3 people: noo..
07. had fun: yess.
08. felt embarrased: not really..

Q&As

01: is there a person who is on your mind right now?
yess.

02: where was the last place you went?
bathroom. hahaha.

03: who is the last person you called?
uhhmm. tito art (he asked me call his cell coz he couldnt find it...haha)

Q 04: do you look like your mom and dad?
both. but i think i look more like my daddy.

05: do you have any siblings?
yesss

06: do you smile often?
depends on my mood. but yeaaa.

07: do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
i dont know.

08: do you wish on stars?
no

09: do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
noo. waste of time.

10: when did you last cry?
couple of weeks ago.

11: do you like your handwriting?
its doesnt look asian-y. haha.

12: are you a friendly person?
i hope so.

13: who's bed did you sleep in last night?
mine

14: what color shirt are you wearing?
green.

15: do you have any pets?
no =(

16: what is the color of your bedsheets?
all shades of purple.

17: what were you doing at 11 last night?
phone. haha

17: what did you do yesterday?
went to school and uhmm..tried on my bridesmaid dress and talked on the phone...myspaced and took a nap.

18: i can't wait til..
school's over.

19: is tom on your friends list?
yes. i think.

20: look to your right. what's there?
mirror closet.

21: do you own a camera phone?
yess.

22: ever cried yourself to sleep?
yess.

23: ever cried on your friends shoulder?
yesss

24: song that makes you cry?
worship songs. slow jams.

25: are you normally a happy person?
when summer comes, ill be the happiest person u've ever met

26: has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?
um...?

27: is your self-esteem extremely low?
rite now..its more of like "whatever". haha

28: one wish.. any wish.
to have more wishes. lmao

29: if you can make any invention, what would it be?
a machine that will let you go back to the past. that'd be awesome.

30: involved with someone?
nope.

31: could have one thing right now

COCA COLA BLAK!!!

Thursday, June 15, 2006

Thu, 15 Jun 2006 03:56:24 GMT

Wow.

the last time i wrote in here was in late April.

anyways. just busy with school. Rite now, im suppose to study for chem but sadly i have no clue what we're learning.

So, any updating to do? how about YES. I'd love to write every single detail that has happened to me but I know I'll end up writing an essay or so.

So Lets break it down.

School: Grades are B's and A's..except for Math. This week is somewhat relaxing but once the weekend comes, I hope I'll survive (from all that studying). I gotta study! no myspace. FRKN myspace is really distracting. Totally a waste of time. I should delete it or at least spend more time in this lovely xanga pouring out my thoughts and feelings. ha.

Family: It's GREAT! before my relationship with family was going down the drain. It's my fault tho..with my immature attitude. After spending time with other families and observing how they communicate and what not, it inspired me to build my relationship with my family. I'm more respectful, calm and an angel (haha jk!)... So far, for the past 2 weeks..my family and I have been close. The house is quiet and it's lovely to have peace. =) I'm happy that my relationship with my parents and siblings is totally different =)

Faith: Faith with God is awesome. I've been soo involved with my youth group (being in adult and youth music ministry, publicity ministry, leading action songs during prayer meetings).. I've been close to God as well. I realized God, family and friends sum up to happiness. =). Before, i thought you need LOVE to have happiness in life..but i know for a fact that's wrong because the best love you can ever get is from God (the unconditional love.). So, I'm super happy (well except for school). The only thing i'm sad about is the fact that I won't be there during YN and the LSS because I'll be in Canada. =(. This is sad.

Boys: HAHAHAH! this is pathetic.haha kidding. Currently, I don't like anyone and plan not to like anyone (its really dumb. i dont wanna deal with sh*t). As of now, i'll just see what willl happen during summer. But yea, i'm stronger now. Lately, some people are pissing me off with these "ooh i'm with this person but i like someone else.."..like HELLO? Stick with one person. You must be faithful, loyal to that person. It's dumb to play around and go from one person to another and so on because you're hurting that person. You get me? How about you deal with the opposite sex once you mature...coz that's what i'm doing.

Summer: SUMMER WILL BE FUN! summer school isn't really exciting because I'll be stuck with the underclassmen. I'm taking computers (oh myspace for 4 hours! haha jk). yeaa. I'm not sure what I'm gonna do during summer but I know I'll be busy. I still need to volunteer at Glendale Memorial. Also, i need to practice driving and spend more time with my friends. I think the highlight of my summer will be CANADA! =). Yeaa. I'm also excited coz I'm taking dance classes (ballet&jazz). I miss ballet. =(. I want to continue and push myself to dance in pointe shoes but I know I have to be commited by taking classes almost everyday and take classes during the school year. OH YEA. i'm excited about SCRC! yay!! =)

Senior Year:. I'm excited (sorta). AHH i just remembered i have AP Gov't summer assignment. UGH! but yeaa. School starts on September 5. I hope senior year will be the BEST!! So far, my classes are AP Gov't, Honors Eng, Med. Term, (Fine Art Class), Peer Counseling.

ook. i'm done.

bye

Saturday, April 29, 2006

Sat, 29 Apr 2006 08:04:58 GMT

I'm excited about this "retreat" (or what our youth group would call it...an LSS). We haven't done an LSS in a long time. We've been preparing this for months and 2morrow's the day. Today, was soo powerful. Just through practicing the skits and the talks, it touched me. As I was doing the skit, I actually felt...depressed...but its really indescribable. I felt sooo guilty for turning away from Jesus at times, etc etc. After practicing those skits, I burst into tears. And now, i cannot sleep because something is holding me back. Right now, we're going through a tough time facing challenges and being distracted by the evil spirits. So yeaa, i'm gon' pray in a bit. Its soo strange how I'm not sleepy AT ALL and I wasn't hungry. Crazy right? I just forced myself to eat...hahaha. yeaaa. but..i dunno..I gon' go right now..I should be resting but ehhh.

ook. gnite!

i <3 my youth group.=)

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Thu, 20 Apr 2006 04:58:24 GMT

WOW! stacey writing an entry!?! like..NO WAAAY! haha.

i decided to update y'all losers coz ya know...i have a life now. jk! haha

but yeaaa. i've been busy lately. the good thing is that i dont have to sit all day eating 24/7 doing absolutely NOTHING! =). soo lets see..hmMm..i got a new cell! i miss my old fone. i'm not used to my new cell rite now. and ive been getting fone calls in the middle of class..uggh. i barely use the fone now (i think)..hahaha. thats good rite? i got my permit! hahaha. yeaaa. ..yuuup. busy during the weekends coz of choir practice/HOJ and dance practice! haha. spring break was NOT A BREAK for mee. but its ok..haahha. i've been zoning out a lot lately!! AND i've been clueless (wait..aren't i always clueless?)..haha. AND last but not least, I'M FREEEEEEEEE! =)

ook im done. time to sleep!! =)

i'm soo proud of myself! i didn't fall asleep in any of my classes for the past 2 days! scooore! =)